lol actually rly wanted to see a doctor just now, i called the clinic at around 1.30 and 2.15 but no one answered so i went to grab a ba gua and had a big cup of iced milo, i had an easier time swallowing my saliva. then halfway reading bca text i fall asleep, my dad came home and he keeps forcing me to see a doctor, i got quite sian of his naggings so ive decided not to see a doctor although the sore throat is still there. you know when someone keeps telling you to do smthg, youll feel more against it. lucky mum knows me the best. ahahaha. shall grab one more ba gua at 5pm.. ba gua tastes the best with bread and some butter, go try :]

talking about life, anyone still rmb the 5 dragonboaters who lost their lives a few months back? not that i remember them everyday but i still feel for them though i dont know anyone of them there. a usual sentence: life's unpredictable. received a msg from cx this morning when i was still slping. i feel the pain although im not very close with him. this is the first time i experienced death among my circle of friends. i believe his family members will have a hard time now, since cny is just a few weeks later. i hope his friends and family members will stay strong and he'll be remembered by us. his friendster flooded with comments, i read, i cried. Rest In Peace my friend.